When a person or problem triggers you, it is a trigger of a memory of a locked away negative emotion. This is activated by the “trigger”. This person or problem is your mirror. Why do you need a mirror? You need a mirror to help you recognize things about yourself that you would never see without the help of the mirror. If you want to know what color your eyes are, you have to stand in front of the mirror, it doesn’t work any other way. This means that problems, your own children, partners etc. reflect something in yourself that you would never recognize and be able to change without them.

According to the principle of the Yoga Sutra, there are 4 classes of illusion. These are

– Ignoring the self

– Connection between the perceiver and the perceived

– Illusion

– Ignorance of one’s own nature and thus identification with what is perceived, such as body or mind.

Ignorance is the base class of the following four:

– Limited “I” consciousness: Limitedness, pride, stubbornness, self-centeredness, arrogance, inferiority complexes, self-pity, sadness, and seeing the body as the self.

– Desire: Addiction, wants to repeat feeling of happiness by satisfying the senses, desire, jealousy, pleasure, lust, envy, greed, longing, passion.

– Hate: repulsion, aversion, rejection, annoyance, anger, rage.
– Survival instinct: clinging to earthly existence, lust for life, fear of death, panic, fear in general. The survival instinct relates to the limited “I”.

The four states of an illusion are: asleep, weak, interrupted, active. This results in 5 x 5 = 20 illusion states.

If an illusion is inactive in the mind, i.e. exists only as a mere possibility, it is dormant. This means that no symptoms are formed from the corresponding illusion class at this moment. This illusion wakes up, i.e. it becomes active, when corresponding events or objects are perceived or remembered. When it is active, sabotage programs are formed, which then cause thought processes to run in certain patterns. These programs run unintentionally and unexpectedly in the brain.

One illusion can be interrupted by another, by the other becoming active. For example, hatred is suppressed by the arising of a desire, but continues to exist in an interrupted form, can manifest as hatred again later. The experience of suffering is the cause of hatred. Caught in the illusion, the limited self tries to avoid further suffering through hateful feelings.
The cause of an illusion is the karma store, i.e. a trauma!

First of all, a trauma is a learning task for the soul. It gains knowledge through this. When the time comes, it wants to get rid of it again. But how? It can’t do it itself, only you can. But why should you move, you’re fine. The trauma doesn’t bother you. Besides, you don’t care what happened in the past. I’ll show you the power of the soul here using the partnership model:

She makes you suffer:
She sends a person into your life who pushes your buttons. You ask yourself why the other person is getting on your nerves.
Now you have 2 options:
1. You thank your soul for sending you someone who triggers you. Then you look at what is behind it and release the trapped emotion. You continue to live your happy relationship. But we both know that this will almost never happen. So we come to option 2
2. You separate. Problem solved? No. You fall in love with the next one. After a while, the triggers make their grand entrance again. As a result, 50% of relationships break up again after 3 years, 20% after 7 years and 20% after 12 years. 5% work the opposite shift and only see each other on Sundays.

Love is always great in the beginning. Only those who love properly can also suffer. Arguments are an indication that triggers are at play here. If you don’t recognize this again, the separation will come. And with it the psychological pain of hell. It’s incredibly difficult for you to deal with the situation. For the sake of peace, you block out this painful emotion. You take the path of least resistance and get back together with the same person. Are the problems gone now? Have the arguments stopped? It continues to bubble in your subconscious. Until it shoots out of you like a volcano. The final separation is imminent. You’re alone again.
Do you recognize yourself? No? Wait, now it gets even better.
Since you don’t understand why this is happening to you, the game starts all over again. Over and over again until you finally realize that there is trauma behind the pain. The pain of hell has to be because only then does a person move. If you still haven’t figured it out after many attempts, if you are a repeat offender so to speak, then the soul resigns. It becomes ill. And you with it.

Remember: your partner is your mirror! The more buttons he pushes, the more problems/traumas you have, not him!

The first traumas manifest themselves as a baby. Example: You are in your playpen. The doorbell rings and your mother leaves the room to pick up a package on the street. You want mom to come back and start sobbing. Nobody comes. Then you cry, then you scream. You feel abandoned and think your mom will never come back. A world collapses for you. You feel abandoned! Your mother comes back and doesn’t know what’s going on, she was only gone for 5 minutes. For you it was an eternity. And welcome, the first trauma has manifested itself.
That was one of my traumas!

The effect of this trauma was as follows: Life kept bringing me women that I had always fallen madly in love with. Then, after a short time, they broke up with me. I was always totally devastated. As an adolescent, I even needed medical help. That went on for half my life until I discovered a pattern. But I didn’t know what was behind it. It wasn’t until much later, in 2024, that I had a situation where such feelings arose. I immediately had the problem analyzed by an LA colleague. The reason was the story of when I was left alone in the baby stable. I had such terrible fears of loss every time and literally cried my eyes out. The same feeling I had as a baby. What madness!

There is enough literature on whether there is a soul, what it does, where it comes from and how it works. Some writers are quite good, others are not. Typically, they believe they know without having a connection to their own soul. Some of them mostly insist on their status, their findings are evidence based. So far so good. But how do you know what it’s like in war if you’ve never fought? Why do twins who have the same education sometimes lead completely contrasting lives? Can a biography about someone be credible if the writer doesn’t even know the person they are writing about personally? Can I write about sex even though I’m a virgin? Please form your own opinion.

Every element/atom has its own vibration. Even people, emotions and thoughts. As a baby you have a naturally high vibration, you are free from guilt and action. That’s why everyone loves babies. From the first trauma onwards, your view of reality becomes cloudy and your vibration changes. This is where your first illusion begins. The more traumas you catch, the more you change the vibration you have received since birth. The more you deal with negative things, think negatively, the lower you vibrate.

And it is precisely in this vibrational field, the frequency that you have created for yourself, that the law of resonance takes effect. You only attract people and situations into your life with your vibration. Hence the saying: Show me your friends and I’ll tell you who you are. Abundance attracts abundance, scarcity attracts scarcity. You have fears, then you will draw them into your life. You have anger in you and would like to fight, you don’t have to look far for an opponent. It’s like a radio. The transmitter and receiver have to harmonize so that you understand each other. If you now resolve a trauma, your frequency automatically changes and your life changes.

With every trauma that is resolved, a veil disappears. This veil is called illusion. The more is dissolved, the clearer you see things around you. When the cause of a trauma is recognized and resolved, there is a very high probability that a chronic illness or problem, if present, will also be resolved. Diseases and problems only thrive in a low vibrational field.

You have to imagine it like this:
It’s the Middle Ages. You’re standing in a marketplace, the shit is up to your knees. You have no idea who makes it or where it comes from. All around you is misery and stench. How can you escape the situation? You board a hot air balloon. With every trauma you dissolve, you soar higher and your balloon rises. You leave the situation, you are out of the shit. Soon you can no longer smell it. Then you float above the city and now you can see who is doing the shit and where the shit comes from. You get a different perspective on what’s happening. The shit is still there, as are the misery, the people causing it and the stench. But they no longer reach you.

The more you free yourself from your traumas – your misery – the higher you rise, the further you can see. You make different decisions, problems disappear as if by magic and new possibilities open up. But remember: if you catch another trauma, your vibration sinks back towards the marketplace. Hence the saying “You’ve sunk so low”.

The more traumas you have, the more you surround yourself with negative things, the deeper you are in trouble! There is always trauma behind every chronic illness that is not externally caused!

It’s not even that difficult. I’ll try to describe it from my own perspective: Are you happy? Yes, then you can close the page.
No? Your target state should be 100% harmony. This includes 100% self-love, 100% happiness. No one can trigger you anymore. But don’t worry, I’ve never met anyone in my life who is free of any restrictions. NOBODY!
You are in disharmony if, for example, you are afraid, do things to an extreme, are addicted or someone triggers you. Here is a list of symptoms. If one point applies to you, there is a trauma behind it:

• You do something extremely, you can recognize this by the fact that you do it much more often than others, then you are in disharmony. Example: You clean your home several times a day, you have to do a lot of sport,
• you are inattentive, e.g. you repeatedly check whether you have locked the front door, – you constantly lose or misplace things, etc.

Here is a list of other symptoms:

• Feelings of guilt,
• unfulfilled dreams and wishes,
• Complexes and phobias of all kinds,
• You belittle other people, belittle them and devalue them,
• Victim role,
• Narcissism,
• you hurt yourself or others physically or psychologically, consciously or unconsciously, – etc.
• All forms of addiction (the search for happiness) are illusions. There is always trauma behind them.

This list is not exhaustive. If you have something that is not listed here, please let me know.

Yes, absolutely! Faith is your gatekeeper to your soul. You always have the freedom to make decisions at any time in your life. Therefore, if you want me to help you, it is advisable that you also believe in it.

No, that is not possible! If someone has a problem but doesn’t want to involve me, then so be it. There is always a learning task behind it, which the person has to master. Their soul determines what happens next and whether they can accept external help!

To be honest, I have no idea. If you’ve found your way to me, that’s a good sign. I haven’t received any negative feedback yet. But it can happen. In that case, you will of course get your money back.

That can be, yes! The symptoms during soul work can vary greatly. From “I don’t notice anything” to severe reactions. Your pulse may go up, you may get hot, you may break out in a sweat without having a fever. You may feel dizzy and have a slight headache. You may also feel light-headed, as if you were slightly intoxicated. Depending on the severity of the trauma, it may keep you occupied for longer. Your energy body is readjusted with each dissolution.

But of course. The key to most of our problems is to recognize and change the following: When you complain about everything, you make yourself a victim. As long as you stay in the victim role, you will have a low vibrational field. A low vibrational field means being in lack and lack always attracts lack. Leave the situation, change the situation, or accept the situation. Anything else is madness!

The less self-love there is, the greater the dissatisfaction in life. In the search for recognition and happiness, you buy yourself something. Or you start smoking or taking drugs. In all cases, this makes you happy and dopamine is released. So you fall into the dopamine trap. Why the trap? Dopamine is a happiness hormone. And now you want to have that feeling of happiness again and again. In the short term, the shopping experience, nicotine, alcohol or drugs fill the deficiency in you, but only briefly. The effect wears off quickly and the addiction takes over the absence of happiness. Welcome to the trap. Welcome to the illusion. You can only find lasting happiness within yourself. Happiness from the outside is impermanent. External happiness is not linear, tomorrow it can disappear again.

If you are dealing with addictions, please write me an email beforehand telling me what kind of addiction you are dealing with.
No coaching for food addiction, nicotine addiction, alcohol addiction or any kind of drug addiction. I’ll take a look at the rest.

I have no idea if finding the trauma of your addiction will change the effect – the addiction. Mental addiction is treatable in 4 weeks. I know from heroin addicts that this addiction lasts a lifetime. It is the physical addiction that will probably never go away. Personally, I have no expertise on this subject. So, if you want to get clean, you should first resolve the cause, then undergo therapy. That could work.

If this fear is unfounded, it is an illusion. Perfect love dispels fear. If fear exists, then there is no perfect love. But: Only perfect love exists: “When fear is there, it creates a state that does not exist.” Where your heart is, there is your treasure. You believe in what you value. When you fear, you value the wrong thing. Your understanding will then inevitably value the wrong, and because you endow all thoughts with equal power, you inevitably destroy peace.

The way I have come to know my soul, it comes from a perfect harmony. She decides who is allowed to speak to her and who gets access to her. She never allows anything to happen that she doesn’t want. If she wants a negative change, it will happen whether you like it or not. You are not in the driver’s seat here, you have to be aware of that. My soul can only work in the areas that I offer here. I’ve tried a lot, but it can’t do everything either.

To be honest, I have no idea in advance whether I can actually help you. If you’ve found your way to me, that’s a good sign. I haven’t yet received any negative feedback that it didn’t work, but that can happen. In this case you will of course get your money back.